Awake

Well I finally awoke at 1:45pm today. Of course the first thing on my mind was Rose. Always is. I can never wake up and think of anything else. Unless I am awoken suddenly or in the middle of the night because I have to go to the bathroom, etc. Basically whenever I wake up naturally. (Sighs) I always wake up wishing she was there beside me or wondering what she is doing at that current time. I haven't called her once so far. Of course it has only been an hour and a half or so since I woke up. She had sent me a message telling me that today her mom was acting normal like nothing ever happened last night. No big surprise there. That's what usually happens. All I could reply back was "good". She replied back she was studying for her Paris trip. I didn't reply back. I don't know what to say.

Well that's all I really wanted to say for now. Until later.

3:12pm